2018, A year in review; Gaming and the Future
You know its funny, 2017 was probably one of the best years ever and going into 2018 I thought that would still be the case, turns out i was wrong, but not in a bad way.. I enjoyed 2018 immensely, i had lots of interesting things happen professionally and a lot of self-reflection personally but it didn't top 2017. To be honest I've been feeling kind of lost, my life since probably about 2014 has been centered around tabletop gaming. Its because of it I have lots of friends and made new ones. I'm still passionate about running my games regardless of the negativity that has occurred along the way. I've always kinda defined myself by my ability to run a game and so when my players didn't enjoy as much as I would have liked it didn't just make me upset it really hurt me. Similarly, when my players had a great time I would be on cloud 9 for the longest time and I would be very happy about it and everything I did in life seemed more fulfilling would. Neither...