Up and Down, mostly Down
Another blog post which means another time for me to reflect on my feelings and thoughts knowing no one is reading this or at the very least maybe one person. Truth is things are not going well. Physically I am fine but, as is the case with most people in the world nowadays, mentally and emotionally I'm not. I'm far from it. I thought getting a therapy service would help and it is but its also one of those app things which is all I can afford. Could use a real person to talk to that is professionally trained to help. Its mostly professional/work related I messed up pretty bad at work and since the mess up I have been on edge and just stressing out about everything wondering how much trouble I'm in or if I'm in any trouble. This isn't the first time this has happened (in this job yes) and it got me wondering more about why it keeps happening aside from my own personal mental instability and the reason is because of the field. I've been in my current field f...